I’m not the type who would say I miss you or I love you that easily. It takes every ounce of bravery there is inside of me to express it out.
Simple as it may seems. But to me, I feel like it’s dumb to say to someone as it kinda portrays how needy or pathetic you are. While the other party would be feeling all neutral or nothing at all. Worse, they don’t feel the same.
But the phrase, “Say it before it’s too late.” Got me thinking otherwise.
It’s not wrong neither it’s right to say it to someone. Waiting is a mundane. And you’ll never know what tomorrow brings.
It’s not about my pride nor my ego for I believe when I say those words I sincerely meant it.
Soon, we’ll be leaving for our plans and we won’t get to see each other for at least a week. And that sucks. Was hoping I could see you for the last time, but too bad you weren’t there.
But on the other hand too, I’m starting to give up on you as the days of my internshit is coming to an end. Whatever happens there, stays there I guess.
Thanks for giving me so much memories that me made smiled at night before going to bed. Thanks for being there when I thought I couldn’t get close to anyone. And thank you too for making me look forward each time I’m coming to work.
In short I’m just writing about you that you’ll never read about…